For so many of us, it has been such a difficult point, but I discovered, if God has chosen you, he will also bring the most meekest and lowly people to reveal his truth and glory. This is faith.
We might be tested but we are also all instrumental in eachothers learning. There are people in our world who have defied God and his laws, with no regard for the people. Do you not think that they are not going to learn lessons too? Do you not think they are going to regret their choices too?
Before the outpouring of the Holy Spirit the vessels are being prepared and people returning in sincere faith, in prayer and seeking the truth....There is no special anointing for one - but what is promised is an anointing for many because God is calling his children back to him. This is as it is.
And if you are not aware of being divinely guided, cup your hands in prayer and ask God to reveal to you what it is that you are meant to know. Keep doing this and ask to be guided in the right way and you will be too. Of course you will make mistakes in life, say the wrong thing at the wrong time in your learning' in spiritual awakening, see revelation as a destination, when just the start of the journey.
The realisation that at different times God made his truth known - to gather his children to him. So keep the focus, keep praying, keep making that connection and be ready to be enlightened by him too.
Peace be with you